Depressed WAW, digging in, learning about myself

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Wow did I just have an emotional swing. I was feeling good, walking through the mall with D2. I turned down a hall and a wave of emotion came over me about WAW. That was where I was standing in December of 2004 when she called me, told me she broke up with her BF and told me she loved me. We had flirted Spring of 2004, then she came back to school in the fall engaged after a 6 week courtship with some guy from her hometown. I thought we were going to start dating that fall, by she thought I wasn't into her. Throughout that fall, her engagement fell apart and I told her how I felt about her.

So that hallway was where I was when our R started. It was nowhere close to my mind before I walked there tonight. It came out of nowhere. It hurts like hell.

Detach is slipping! But I'm fighting it. Putting D2 to bed at my mom's, then meeting friends at planetarium.