Hey Shining, my dear friend. I just read your post. It is amazing! It meant a lot to me; I took it to heart. You are full of knowledge, girl. There are just things that you get, and I dig it. And, you have such a clairvoyant way of expressing yourself. Thank you. I am so glad you are here, for my sake, but not glad you are here, for your sake. However, I can tell that your path through this is just making you better, stronger, and more amazing than you already are.