Another good day with S6+8 today, with more to come over the next couple of days I'm sure!!.. Had a lot of fun playing games and watching movies as the weather was pretty cruddy to be doing anything outside.. We did manage to get a little shop done though to get a couple of toys for them to keep here..

Had some more contact with W today basically regarding how the kids were, and just general "business" stuff.. We were both chirpy and friendly though which is always good..

My PMA has seriously been at the highest point it has been since S, and I attribute this to being with the S6+8.. I find that even though they remind me of W, it seems to "sooth" me and I have realised I haven't even really thought of her over the last couple of days..

On saying all of that, it's amazing how one little comment can almost unravel you.. When talking it was mentioned "you have the kids every second weekend".. Those 7 small words almost threw me, and I can't help but to think that R/M or anything even close to it is on her mind.. To me, it almost sounded like she is making long term plans.. I didn't let it hit me like a freight train, but it did sit in the back of the mind for a while..

Is it normal to get those feelings from something as simple as that??.. Could someone please chime in with any advice you have..


Me:35 W:31
S6 + S9
T: 10 years M: 7 years
BD: 7/2014
S: 8/2014
W has new BF: 12/2014
Still fighting the good fight!!..