Hang in there. Your still on moderation so your posts are not hitting in real time yet. Post small updates often and and you will be off moderation soon. I am no expert here but there are a ton of awesome people that can help you.
Me 47 - W 35 M 9 - T 10 2 Daughters - 7 & 9 Discovery of EA- 8/4/14 S - 8/5/15 D mentioned - 9/11/14 R & Piecing - 3/17/15 Regard one another as more important than yourselves. - Philippians 2:3