Depressed WAW, digging in, learning about myself

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The swings continue. Now I feel like I'm a sitting duck, that she is just prowling in the weeds, getting everything situated how she wants before she pulls the trigger. I really want to "temp check" her but am afraid of the answer, afraid of the damage and also afraid I would mind-read and doubt a positive answer.

I need to find some new GAL activities as the coed kickball league just ended and it's starting to get too cold to go to the park all of the time, especially with D2. House is becoming increasingly stressful and depressing. WAW is chomping at the bit to get it sold so we can split finances, God knows why.