I decided to call this thread "my chance = HIS chance"... as this is how I need to view this. I realize that he is indulging into some form of a R with me, atm...and I am super thrilled for that. However, I need to realize that it is HIM who is lucky and this is HIS chance to get things right with me!
Due to some questions that I had for my accountant, he brought up again today that we need to still discuss/finalize our deal.... also, because he will be needing some $$ now too (business needs new roof)
Today he tried to get me to come along on a business road trip... just for the company. As much as I wanted to go & get out of here, I figured here was another opportunity that was convenient for him to have me on his term. It was hard to say no, because I am eager to get outside, talk to other people, ANYTHING that gets me out of the house....But, I said "no, that I should probably do some administrative stuff that I hadn't done this morning due to investigating another project". His response was fine, but then when I asked about something else, he seemed a little on the pissy/irritable side.
If he wants to spend time with me, it should be "after hours"... not squeezed in because its a nice day & he choses to take my company/time. However, him even asking me to go is a 180 for him, as before he would see this as a one person job.... it doesn't take 2 people to go an hour away to get a part. (Although we just did this together 2 days ago)
M:46 H:49 T:20yrs myD:22 H distant summer/12 H sleeping in b'ment: Nov/12 BD: Dec 2/12 asked me begin to move end of Jan/13 moved Jan 7/13 (left my stuff) "agreed" to "working on r" Mar 3/13(lipservice!)
