Well guys and Gals i appreciate all the feedback and I KNOW ive done wrong by being violent because it is risky and illegaland just downright not the way to handle my sitch . BUT I did it and I cant change what Ive done . You all have made it clear that it was wrong . And my perception of the incident is coming clearer now . I feel as if i was in a fog from that point until late last night before i truly came down into reality . Yes she is still in our home and the OM is supposably gone . Where do I go from here . I feel I have to start from scratch . Im soo messed up . If I only had have shown up ten minutes later none of this incident would have happened , but just my luck she had to be there and the OM too . Why ? Why lord did I have to show on the scene at that time , I have the worst luck . Even if i hadnt have assaulted him and pretended not to see them I would be tore up inside still at this time . It s not fair that fate made me show up on the scene at that moment . Anyway I truly feel like the ground is crumbling beneath my feet and Im balancing on one leg . What can I do to get back on solid ground ?? Dawgy is not a bad man . He never ever wanted all this , he just wanted a happy family living a modest clean , safe life .
Me 45 W 45 Son 16 Son 14 Married 23 together 27 W threatened sep several times W still at home A discovered Mar 17 2014 A ended DEC 2 ( skeptical )
