a couple side notes..... mayb eme just thinking too much?

one of the recent issues was me "snooping" and confronting her about lying to me when I found things in the history of her computer, ipad, etc. the biggest trust issue she has with me right now is that i'm "watching over her and everything she does"... honestly, i was! we would have a good day and then I would see that she was looking for places to rent online.....and it was driving me crazy!
it's been so much easier for me to get through the day recently because I'm not worrying about what she is doing on the internet, who she is texting, etc. this week she actually started using her laptop again. I won't lie, the thought has crossed my mind to check the history but then i tell myself that I need to TRUST her and rebuild her trust in me.

I know it sounds stupid, but I noticed on her night stand there was a book of matches from our wedding with our names and date. I haven't seen one of those in a few years and all of a sudden there is one on her night stand??? found that to be very odd.....

oh well, keep working on ME and let her have HER space and time.

me-42
w-33
d-3
together-6
m-4yr
6/1/14-w check out
6/15/14-EA?
8/1/14-mc
9/1/14-IDLY-started DBing
9/15/14-w suggest separation
10/17/14 wife is done
12/13/2014 - wife move out
me file 1/1/15