Feeling stronger than ever

[mleigh4]

I am processing what he said. I guess I didn't do a good job of validating. If I could do a redo, when he said he figures I am uncomfortable having him around, I would say "you feel that way?" If he said yes, I would say "I know things have changed, but I very much want to do things as a family". Darn. That would have been much better than what I said. I hope I got that point across to him. He has declined every family trip in the last year, I just have gotten tired of asking and being rejected. Maybe I should test that out with the next outing? Or leave it be? Maybe he is just temp checking to make sure I am still here?

I guess I will see what feels right to me.