Hey Cali!

Yeah, some tricky stuff to weed through, for sure. For me, I can't really say there is a path home. However, I would love to forgive (I'm on that path now... don't know how long it is). I also think that sometime in the future I could have a decent r. I mean, not that we would ever be together, or besties, or anything like that. But it is weird. I still care about him and could be cordial, and maybe even have some conversations with him. Really, for the sake of our kids and there will be times we will see each other because of that.

With that said. I know I can never do that as long as he is with hww. It will NEVER happen. EVER.

On another note... I was feeling lucky tonight! (Not getting... never mind)

But I had a feeling.... I was feeling it.... I knew it was going to happen.... AND IT DID!

I won $90 on a 50/50 at d13 game tonight! It was a special event for breast cancer. I had a good time at the game, joking and laughing with other parents. I am feeling my self come sooooo back to the Mighty I dig. It didn't even phase me that xh was there. All sad and quiet looking. Not me baby!

S17 did not come to the game after practice bc he did not want to see xh there. So he came home. When I got here, he was into more stuff and trouble. C'mon, s17. Give me one day!

I can't believe this kid. He is sooooo different. He is having his own MLC.

With that said. "I've got the power!" (Did we discuss that one, Shining?) That's right, folks. I am making moves like you wouldn't believe. In the right direction. Can I get a HE11 YEAH!