Why are you "waiting" for the books at the library? BUY the DB and DR books. Those are ones you should keep for life.

You still haven't listed the things that you may have contributed to cause the downfall of your M. Even if you don't understand why we are asking for this, list them anyway. You won't get it until you read DB.

M-43 W-40
2D - 9 and 5

Emotion, yet peace.
Ignorance, yet knowledge.
Passion, yet serenity.
Chaos, yet harmony.
Death, yet a new life.

RECONCILED AND WISER