All of that stuff that you wrote to 25yrsmlc shows that you still aren't listening.
Just being around, validating what your W says (by just nodding your head and agreeing to them without understanding what she's saying), hoping that she just accepts you back, isn't going to change anything.
One BIG issue is the C one. You keep dancing around the question of actually going.
M-43 W-40 2D - 9 and 5
Emotion, yet peace. Ignorance, yet knowledge. Passion, yet serenity. Chaos, yet harmony. Death, yet a new life.