struggling tonight. just kinda feel like i have been looking for positives that aren't really there. she does talk about her work and unlike before, i listen, make eye contact, and point out the good things or decisions she makes when she relays her day. just kinda feel like she's dug in her heels in spite of prior admissions that she still struggles with this and "part" of her wants a divorce. just feel kinda lost. any WAW out there that actually came back that would PLEASE give me some insight? i'm not gonna give up just wondering if there was something in particular that made y'all really stand up and notice the LBS. the funny thing is, i started to make changes in myself before the BD. it's not like my changes were only to win her back. am i seeing positives where there really aren't any? why all the tests? down in the dumps but NOT giving up.
M40 XW35 M11 T15 S9 D5 Bomb 6/3/14 Papers del 10/3/14 D final 12/5/14
I wish I could love you and make you believe it 'Cause that's all you ever wanted From me
