I don't mind sleeping in a tent in the back yard if I know my family is close and safe.
FunDad, if this how you truly feel, you will find a way to make this right for your children, no matter what your W does. Praying for you now - you are a good man.
Me: 43 XW: 43 T15 M14 D21, SS15, S11, D8 BD: 8/6 EA / possible PA discovered 9/29 D final 10/20