Bit of a disappointment tonight. H had D3 all day and then picked up D6 from school and took her to soccer practice. Normally he would have them tonight, but he has an early work meeting tomorrow, so we decided it would be best if they stayed with me. This morning I texted and suggested he might like to take D6 out to dinner after practice and then drop her at home. She doesn't get the one on one time that D3 does and I thought it would be nice for both of them.
He responded that he had already committed to help a friend (a month ago he said he had no friends), but would try to get out of it. Then he said he had told "them" that he would be a little late.
So we left soccer practice at the same time, I had D3 and he had D6. The big dinner apparently consisted of stopping at McDonalds and D6 eating it in the car. I barely beat them home. This will be the only time he has her this week.
So...on the positive side- the text exchanges where he sent this to me were the longest ones I've seen in over a month. I also feel no curiousity about his "friends" and the new life he is apparently building. I guess that's good.
I'm always torn between wondering if he is leaving me or if he is leaving his life - I tend to think he is just trying to leave me but then something like tonight happens and I recpnsider and really question his priorities.
