Putting my life back together

[Zimmy]

I'm so sorry you are going through this. I hope you realize that her behavior is totally irrational and confused. She definitely hadn't made up her mind about anything, and is very confused.

She is emotionally sick right now. Don't let her drive you crazy - it's not about you. I promise.

I am in the same situation btw, so I understand everything you are going through. My fiancé also said that he was trying to find feelings for me again, but that is impossible with an OP sucking away all their emotional energy.