You're just going through the motions and doing what everyone is telling you to do. You're not making any decisions for yourself which is why your "changes" aren't real. You're just faking it.
You want to prove that you're dedicated to this? Go and sign up for a C and then learn from them.
M-43 W-40 2D - 9 and 5
Emotion, yet peace. Ignorance, yet knowledge. Passion, yet serenity. Chaos, yet harmony. Death, yet a new life.
