I feel for you Ahoy. My WAW just left here to take the girls to school and I'm sitting here trying to figure out who this woman that was just in my house was. I forget who called it the alien abduction, but it sure is.
I hate that you're in this place. That husband put you here. Keeping the family intact is a noble and the most worthy cause of all. Too bad he doesn't feel the same way. I have no words of wisdom. Just empathy for your current state. Just remember, YOU'RE the one who's following the correct path. You get to keep your chin up. No matter what you choose at the point, you wont be the one with blood on your hands.
Praying for you.
Me 47 - W 35 M 9 - T 10 2 Daughters - 7 & 9 Discovery of EA- 8/4/14 S - 8/5/15 D mentioned - 9/11/14 R & Piecing - 3/17/15 Regard one another as more important than yourselves. - Philippians 2:3