"and I asking her what she is comfortable with is like seeking affirmation? ** this one strikes me .... because that is all i would need to feel better..... guess that's off limits too."

Dying, I think the point is, is that your supposed to make yourself feel better and not rely on the thoughts/actions/feelings/ of someone else to make you happy. Not that I'm any kind of expert at it, but that's the general idea, anyway.

Me 47 - W 35
M 9 - T 10
2 Daughters - 7 & 9
Discovery of EA- 8/4/14
S - 8/5/15
D mentioned - 9/11/14
R & Piecing - 3/17/15
Regard one another as more important than yourselves.
- Philippians 2:3