Need help

[bravo61]

definetly get a C. i know when i see mine, for a little while after, i feel a little lighter emotionally. choose who is best for you bit if you are religious, its always best to get one that is a christian as when you speak of your faith, you won't get the fish stare. i like that mine challenges me on the BS that i have told myself for a long time and didn't even realize it. best of luck. you are not alone!!! if anything else, this ordeal has opened my eyes to the fact that so many people have debilitating pain like this and I have never bothered to notice it before. i find myself being more empathatic to others suffering which is very cathartic. especially if they know you are hurting and you reach out to them and say "hey, you ok? anything i can do to help?" for me, if i'm helping someone else, i don't hyper-focus on mine. so, dying, reach out partner, to someone, anyone, you'll be suprised at the outpouring of care! just don't let your significant other see or hear of it!