However, due to my controlling issues I have to really think all this through. I am guessing they are now in honeymoon stage 2 now since she doesnt have to hide it from me. She is now free to see him whenever. The only restrictions are her morals and religious beliefs. Her stress and her issues that I had to handle are now hers. If she heaps them on him, it may not last long. She is out in the real world for the first time in 17 years, just like me. I know I have not been super fun to be around lately LOL Last night was peaceful. I slept all night again. I have always been a good sleeper and it really bothered me when I started struggling to fall asleep and stay asleep. I have heard horror stories from a LOT of people about sleep issues. Maybe I will be able to get back to how it used to be. Last night was night 1 alone. Tonight is booked until 9, tomorrow is grocery store and mattress store day, Wednesday is unknown. Since I dont work on Thursday, it may be "beers on the patio " night! Thursday the boys will be back!
M42 W40 T17 M15 S13 S11 BD 7-14 A discovered 7-14 WAW moved out 10-3-14 D final 2-23-15
