Need some support today gys / gals . Feeling sad that things dont seem to be getting any better . My feelings seem to be changing which is very hard . I knew that if she carried on this A too long it would wear me down . Im so affraid of losing my marriage , Im so affraid of the impact on my sons . But I look at her now and I feel shame , resentment and anger towards her . Shes gone, The beautiful woman I loved a year ago has disappeared . I prayed and prayed she wouldnt carry on too long to make me not love her anymore but it feels like it is happening . How can I keep the love alive while shes putting me through this ???
Me 45 W 45 Son 16 Son 14 Married 23 together 27 W threatened sep several times W still at home A discovered Mar 17 2014 A ended DEC 2 ( skeptical )
