So much for "good night's rest". I tossed and turned a whole bunch, and didn't really get any quality sleep.
My gut's a mass of swirling anxiety, too. There's so much ground H and I need to cover and while I know slow going is the best plan, I'm an impatient and hot-headed person by nature. I'm quelling those impulses so hard it's making my mind spin like a wheel in neutral.
He's thawing, in little increments. He's a pessimist and I'm an optimist, so we see things totally differently, and that's a challenge. But baby steps.....
BF:40 M:33 SD: 12 T: 8, never married, no kids together BD: 8/4, "I'm just done", "...too tired and burnt to try". PA confirmed 8/5 "It happened, but it's been over for almost a year".
