Ss, Not to point out the obvious but he mentioned "if" y'all got back together. That's a positive!!! Also if you want to "be" with him, I guarantee he would. I know I would if my wife would let me. Cause ultimately that's what hurts all of us LBS, the knowledge that there will probably never be a one last anything. I asked my wife since she won't let me kiss her lips when I leave (used to b very impt.to her-and yes I failed at that too!) If I could hug her & maybe kiss her on the forehead, she actually said yes. It's very hard but I'm trying to appreciate every positive thing I'm experiencing w/her. Even if it's just our hands brushing together or a smile directed at ME! That said, if these spouses are waffling that's a good thing. I know I'd rather hear a maybe than a He'll No. Not trying to sound sanctimonious just trying to be optimistic (and yes that's one of my 180's). Taking care of you is really simple but no one said it would be easy.
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I wish I could love you and make you believe it 'Cause that's all you ever wanted From me
