One of my biggest struggles is to try & keep from resenting her. One of my last trips in May, I was kissing her & something felt "off". I pulled back, looked at her and asked if we were all right cause it seemed as if there was a distance there. She smiled and said, no we're good. Argh!!!!!!
You see, I've always wanted to know everything about her. I would always ask to know things like favorite food, color, song, movie, childhood memories, Disney memories, all things that made her so special to me. And to now here her say that she kept so many things & feelings from me has broken me inside.

M40 XW35
M11 T15
S9 D5
Bomb 6/3/14
Papers del 10/3/14
D final 12/5/14

I wish I could love you and make you believe it
'Cause that's all you ever wanted
From me