Kids came home from a weekend with ex and his gf and I lost in front of my kids. D6 was saying how Jess did her braid then saying they all had a pillow fight. Next time they go over my girls and Jess are gonna bake a cake for Jess' mothers birthday. Wtf!! I can't handle this
I know this normal but I can't handle this even with db and alanon. I want them to die. I hate them. My heart is broken and I hate them.
I wish I could do better and be stronger and move on. Other families do this and it's all honky dory.
This hooker has invaded every aspect of my life and she acts like she is so nice. That is a joke. I just wish the world knew it. Instead I can't say anything or else I look bad. I wish them the worst pain in the world. I do not forgive them. I hate them
---- M 39 H 35 D5,D4 M 4 T 9 ILYBNILWY 5/18/11 Left 7/11/11 Divorced 12/1/13
