3 months after BD, the roller coaster ride hurts

[devotee]

I'm in an anger phase right now for sure. Not much talking between us for two days, no touching or intimacy. I am mad at him and allowing myself to be so. He helped me but a new phone today, but it felt more out of guilt then true kindness. I paid for it myself, then saw he PayPal'd me half of it back.
We have been riding bikes together almost every day but haven't since Thursday because of this awkward time. Think I'll go bicycle by myself right now. Trying to let this anger at him distance myself from him. I think it's a step in letting him go.