Yesterday morning I came downstairs and w was on the phone w/OM (fairly certain based on the way she lowered her voice, turned away and quickly hung up). I started putting my shoes on as I was leaving and said I was going to have lunch with a friend. She just asked "how are you doing?". For some reason I have more trouble with this question than any other. I feel like it's a temp check to see if she still has me on the hook. I responded that I was doing fine, but then screwed up and added a "why?", in kind of a "what's it to you?" tone. so stupid. She just said it seemed like a couple of days since we talked, and I agreed that it had been a busy week. Told her I hoped she had a good day and left.
She was distant and cold for the rest of the day but then this morning came up and said she was making eggs, asking if I wanted some, and then has been warm and friendly. I've just kept myself busy with school work for the most part and staying out of the way.
Have meetings with two mediators this week to talk about what the process is like. Not looking forward to that at all.
Me:33 W:32 T 12yrs M 3yrs House, No kids 6/16/14 BD 1+yr PA disclosed 9/1/14 Requested divorce, in house S
