I got it because i wanted you guys to know what she says about me to her friends.
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05/10/2014 12:24:24: Humaira H: Uno wot yh this divorce thing is really getting to me now 05/10/2014 12:24:54: Humaira H: To see him with another gyal its unbearable... His already started talking about other gyals with his boys on the fne
*no i spoke to my friend about his night and he mentioned a girl that went to our school and i just asked how she is now...
05/10/2014 12:25:31: Humaira H: Hurts so much that i wnt get to hold him again that ill come home to an empty home from now on.. No one to cook for 05/10/2014 12:27:48: Humaira H: Thats my husband right there who iv been with four years... It kills so much i wish it could have worked out 05/10/2014 12:29:24: Humaira H: I actually dnt wana loose him henni... 05/10/2014 12:34:30: Henni New: Yeahh i understand that it really is something u would know cuz this marridge is beyond stable there is hardly any trust the lies the minipulation the simple communication..hes a dick for not appreciate what he has with u when hes talkin to his mates abt girls he was never ready for a commitment like married bbe 05/10/2014 12:36:07: Humaira H: Yh tru 05/10/2014 12:36:50: Humaira H: Uno thers things abt him that i wont find in any other person n that really hurts some else will have him as this great person - something that i deserved but never got 05/10/2014 12:37:09: Humaira H: I still love him despite everything n letting go is just killin me inside so much! 05/10/2014 12:37:56: Henni New: But obv its not something that can be forgotten all the years u have been with him...however u feel think about the fact that hes not reapecting thenfact that he cnt even respect his own wife..hes not ready bbe and neither was u 05/10/2014 12:38:51: Henni New: I know bbe 05/10/2014 12:39:17: Humaira H: Yh i kno we wee too young... Just wish it hadnt come to this coz this is like most pain full thing eva... 05/10/2014 12:40:52: Henni New: I really do understand its been years hes the one u thought u wud spend ur life with...but is this the life u want to live in..no trust no respect not even stand up for nor respect that hes still ur husband and talkkin abt girls to his boys is more than a diss to u 05/10/2014 12:42:16: Henni New: Yeah i think movin too fast is when this happens u both still figuring out who u r as individuals and movin in and sharing that with a person that aint ready is big 05/10/2014 12:43:22: Humaira H: Yh ur ryt 05/10/2014 12:43:46: Humaira H: His starte talkin to his boys hu keep telling him to come late at nyt to go camden and clubbing and shyt
*this is true.. they say i need to let her go and go out and feel happy again.. not to get with a girl or have a one night stand
05/10/2014 12:43:59: Humaira H: Like he can do that once his single but why let me be aware of it
*im really loud on the fone and the whole time i kept sayin to my friend im not ready for that, thats not me not anymore. I wanna progress further not go backwards.. they say yh but you should go out here and there so you dont think about it.
05/10/2014 12:43:43: Henni New: whatever u do bbe do it for u and not for him nor anyone else ur the one getting hurt and lost along the way 05/10/2014 12:45:25: Henni New: Yeah thats what i mean by too young and immature to be in such relationship its like girls to talk to their girl mates about their crushes "trying to make u jealous" come on ur his wife i think not any girl 05/10/2014 12:48:11: Humaira H: Yh 05/10/2014 13:23:32: Humaira H: I just pray to god that he gives me the strength to get thru this... He hasn't even left yet and im already crying every other secnd 05/10/2014 13:24:28: Humaira H: I rate ur sister man shes got kids aswell
