"but I knew she didn't give two sh! T's about me being there"
So you're her now? Lose the mindreading and the attitude. Remember, she was the one who wanted to go to counseling first but you didn't give two sh!T's about her.
"she wanted to go to counseling to work on communication but I refused."
"I'm so tired of this being one sided."
I'm sure that's what she thought first which is why she left you. You have no one to blame but yourself.
"If she wants out so bad, she should just leave."
She is.
"Seems like she just want me to be the one to leave so she can blame me."
Technically it is your fault since she tried to get help for the two of you first but you blew her off.
" She is the one that started all this"
Really? So far I haven't seen you actually write down what your M problems were in detail, but you seem to have no problems blaming her even though she sought help first.
" but any time I call her out on anything, all she does is bring up [censored] from the past from 2-3 years ago. It's like she is intentionally trying to make me miserable."
No she just realizes that you are actually listening now because she wants out. And guess what? You still don't listen to her about the issues of the past. You seem to want her to just "get over it". Sorry it doesn't work that way.
I tell you what...since you think she's such a b*tch, why do you want to stay M'd to her? I mean you didn't listen to her before so you probably never thought she was worth your time. So why stay married to someone like that? You were total saint after all and she was so ungrateful. You're right. She should be licking your shoes right now for the way you treated her like a woman should.
M-43 W-40 2D - 9 and 5
Emotion, yet peace. Ignorance, yet knowledge. Passion, yet serenity. Chaos, yet harmony. Death, yet a new life.
