You've read my thread, right? Nothing to apologize for. We're here to learn and grow. Try not to be too hard on yourself. I'm learning slowly but surely to be forgiving first and foremost of myself.

A random thought that came to me and might help you. Do you have many single friends? I find a lot of strength in connecting with other single Moms in particular or just single women living alone. We help and advise each other a lot on just how to manage on your own; I know they're there for me in a way that my married friends can't really understand right now. I find it helps a lot, just a thought.


M: 42
H: 43
M: 8 years
S7 and D4
H has D19 and S25 from previous M
Bomb: 3/6/14 OW discovered, EA & PA
1st separation, 10 days, decided to reconcile & moved back in. Fail
2nd separation: 5/1/14