still waiting

[25yearsmlc]

Wow, you both sure did go thru a lot and yeah, sometimes it brings you closer, sometimes one or both of you, break.

But the thing about mind reading is this. I read over some of my journal entries from way back when...and I was SO angry at h. Pages and pages of my fury, most of which felt completely justified then, and a lot still feels that way.

However, I no longer feel so bad about my h, obviously. Even though I believed what I wrote back then, I did not tell h mud about it.
My point is that even if you could read your h's mind, today,

tomorrow or next week he would probably feel very different. Like getting a love letter from a man who wants out the m just a few weeks later.

So there you go. Feelings change. Theirs, ours, everyone's.