forgot to mention: so after H's new wardrobe threw me off last night, I resolved to go get myself some fall clothes this morning. So when I showed up at outdoor festival I was rocking an awesome new jacket and sweater. And I did indulge in some gray suede boots.

It's a not-so-cheap thrill, but new clothes do put me in a new frame of mind, make me feel in some small way like a new person. I'll take what I can get! I usually hate shopping, but this is one 180 that I think I can enjoy just for my own sake. Especially since I'm in great shape now due to the anxiety diet. (Hello abs -- where have you been all these years?0 I actually have to borrow my D14's pants because my own are too big right now. Hooray for silver linings!


M: 43 H: 39
D: 14
Married 15 Together 16
BD: 6/2014
S: 8/2014
OW revealed 10/2014
Instigated dissolution 12/2014, in progress
So over it!