So in other words, you never went to C even though everyone here highly encouraged it. Your sister doesn't count. Proves you haven't and don't want to change.
"sis: Bad idea, you want to look back and see that you've acted rational and that you did everything you could. You need to start changing yourself from now, not tomorrow, not next week. Acting irrational will mean undoing everything you've changed so far"
Do you realize that this is the SAME advice EVERYONE here has been giving you since you came on this site? But you just don't listen.
"I feel like this experience has changed me fully."
No it hasn't. You're still lazy and don't want to change. Hate to be brutally honest to you ,but it's the truth. What is ONE thing that you've done based on the recommendation of the posters here? Just one.
"I just wish she would dress conservatively and reserved rather than looking like shes single if that makes sense."
Perfect example. You still want to control her. It's her body, she has a right to dress however she wants to. If she wants to dress the way you would like her to, it's still HER CHOICE. It's like when you called her shorts sl*tty months ago. Shows your unwillingness to change and that you just want an easy shortcut to get your W to follow what you want to do. Stop denying that. It's so obvious.
M-43 W-40 2D - 9 and 5
Emotion, yet peace. Ignorance, yet knowledge. Passion, yet serenity. Chaos, yet harmony. Death, yet a new life.
