You are not alone in this. Keep your chin up and stay strong. Listen to that DB coach and to what the wise people on this board are saying. Take that info in and start working on a plan. You came here seeking help. Something has to change, and only you can make that change happen.
M42 W40 T17 M15 S13 S11 BD 7-14 A discovered 7-14 WAW moved out 10-3-14 D final 2-23-15