Saw the W this am. She called to ask for help with our D who got sick during the night. Immediately went over and she started talking bout the papers. She apologized and said that she wishes that we were who we are now through our marriage. She thinks I'm special and wants me to get to know her. It seems as if she really wants to get to know & be able to trust in who I am now. She wants to share with me who's she is and all the things she was afraid to let out when we were together. I let her know I was amenable to that but it has to be on her timeline because I don't trust her enough to reach out. Several times she looked into my eyes like she used to. She gave me a big hug told me I'm special and left to go to work. Any WWW out there with insight? There was no crying, begging, pleading, or acting hurt on my part.


M40 XW35
M11 T15
S9 D5
Bomb 6/3/14
Papers del 10/3/14
D final 12/5/14

I wish I could love you and make you believe it
'Cause that's all you ever wanted
From me