I don't think you're stupid and I doubt many people do. I think you're afraid and that's understandable but can be overcome. It's scary to realize that it is really up to us, we are the only one who can take care of us truly. Yes, we might have partners, friends,family members to help and support but the responsibility for our happiness is ours alone.

You're up to the challenge, you just have to decide that you are.
smile Have a great weekend.

Me 57/H 58
M36 S 2.5yrs R 12/13

Let me give up the need to know why things happen as they do.
I will never know and constant wondering is constant suffering.
Caroline Myss