I'm hurting because I'm realizing how stupid I've been and also that he could do all that knowing what I wanted and think only about his comfort.
I've been stupid. I've been willfully blind. I didn't take my space as I said I would because I want what I want and I snatched at every reason I could find to avoid believing that this could really happen to me.
The truth is, I'm as vulnerable as anybody. I thought I was cared for but the truth is its just me. I'm having trouble swallowing that.
Me42, H40 D12, S8, S7 A revealed: 7/13 Sep 4/14; Agreed to D 1/15
