Old Dog, that was a good link, thanks for sharing.
If anyone is doing any praying today, please spare me a few for calm today as I parent my children. They are great, but realizing my stupid H has been stringing me along all this time has knocked me sideways and I'm having to dig deep it find my zen.
I will be ok, it's just getting used to this truth that I've been hiding from for so long. And trying to remember that whatever my flaws, I didn't deserve to be treated this way.
He actually had the nerve last night to say that he had "tried." Which is a total lie since he was hiding pursuit of OW from me the entire time he was "trying."
He doesn't deserve me.
Me42, H40 D12, S8, S7 A revealed: 7/13 Sep 4/14; Agreed to D 1/15
