Still here, been reading other people's posts but don't really know what to write about mine. I feel like the ups and downs keep coming. I'm getting exhausted with being the only one who wants to make the marriage work. I feel like I ha to be perfect almost all the time and when I'm not it's like 3 steps back. I need to keep working on me. I still have a lot to learn. I need to get a second job for now and find something new that pays better after the end of the school year. Teaching just doesn't allow me to provide for my family in the way I need to. I also need to find it within myself to take a more leadership role in my household and try to establish fun within our relationship so she starts to feel better about me. So yeah, no biggie, right?
Me: 34 W:33 T: 10 M: 6 S: 6 D: 5 BD: 5/14 Still together(ish) Not giving up: 7/14 D talk has slowed, a lot. Gradually working on things together. Still separate bedrooms. Slow and Steady wins the race.
