We were supposed to have date night tonight. Instead he's drinking and being distant. It's in our MC contract but he doesn't seem to care. It's hard to take things seriously when he won't. He also hung out with a make friend earlier who's girlfriend has actively pursued my H. Not a good night. My friends blew me off when I asked if they wanted to do something. Took a long bath and a Xanax. Probably just going to go to bed.
H: 43 W: 39 Married: 11 years Together: 18 years 1st BD: 05/2014 asks for separation 2nd BD: 06/16/2014 asks for divorce No kids EA: 2 months, not mutual (she didn't return the feelings) over
