Had a friend over that has kids the same age as mine. The kids are good friends and are together often. It was sort of surreal in the house but peaceful and calm. The relief I feel out weighs the sadness today. I know rough times are coming but the anxiety, stress and tension that comes from living with a WAW are gone. I am no longer in limbo. I pray God that my W is safe tonight and that she feels the same peace that I feel. Dissapointed that she has not contacted s13 but it is just night 1. She must have had an exhausting day prepping the new place, moving her stuff, and starting to settle in. The boys a are dissapointed she is gone but I assured them she will be here to get them in the morning. The tears I have are true sadness tonight. Not for the way things have gone and the dealings of the last few months, but, for the first time, cor the end of a 15 year long chapter of my life. Tomorrow I will turn the page and begin the next phase. I will become a man only a fool would leave. I will become a better man for myself and my family.
M42 W40 T17 M15 S13 S11 BD 7-14 A discovered 7-14 WAW moved out 10-3-14 D final 2-23-15
