I feel sooo much better today. WHich only goes to show I am actually doing something right. When this latest news happened I posted all my rage here and since then I have gone to an Alanon meeting and read my Alanon literature and voila I am feeling sane again only 36 hours later.
Im really am the type of emotional person that needs to rage and needs to allow myself to go through the rage before I can heal. I stuffed my anger for so long and it came out in other less healthy ways. So now you guys are the lucky ones that get to read my tirades.
Yes exactly NLW - I need to see her as the damaged goods she is and you are right they (her and my ex) are just begging for me to prove to the world how justified their behavior is because I am such a B!tch. Well they aint gonna get it.
Its so strange how they really do want to provoke.
La di da - I got all the good stuff. SHe got my leftovers and they aint good leftovers.
Thank you all so so so so so so much. For all your love and your evil thoughts about her. Thank you thank you thank you.
---- M 39 H 35 D5,D4 M 4 T 9 ILYBNILWY 5/18/11 Left 7/11/11 Divorced 12/1/13
