Newcomer living in Hell

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thanks for the encouragement LMW. i feel as if i've been in a bad dream since i've been here with no apparent end in sight. i just don't get what the rush is for-and no-there is no OM. just resentment for things she felt she missed out on because she was 18 when we got together. her C even said that she has PTSD from our relationship-WTF. all i can tell her is that i didn't know how bad our arguments affected her and that i'm so sorry. i do know that D4 prays every night for her mommy and daddy to stay togethe and love. yeah that doesn't break my heart