Newcomer living in Hell

[bravo61]

so i was told by the W that the papers will be delivered today between 3-5p. i feel as if i'm tying the knot on my own noose! what happened to committment? oh yeah, and while this is going on, she is gonna pay a babysitter so she can go out with one of her single friends to dinner (which will of course involve drinking). she even mentioned that all her new friends drink a good bit and she needs to "get better" at knowing the line for herself. and she's suddenly decided to put a large add on to her small tattoo. at some point she's gonna have a moment of reflection. yet i feel compelled to be there for her and the kids as when she dropped the bomb the first words she said was that i wasn't there for her and the kids. i'm in hell!!!!!!