I know I haven't been easy to live with and I did some awful things so I guess I deserve this.

I can give all the its and buts but actually they don't matter because they don't fix things and won't resolve anything. And I need to own what is wrong with me.

Just wish we had tried to fix it before she ran off/found solace in the bed of another man.


Both mid 30s, 2 young kids
BD 7sep14
XW moved on long ago, now living with OM1
D paperwork in progress