All the problems in our relationship were triggered when she went behind my back to see an ex. I couldn't deal with that and it kicked of the downward spiral that led here.
When we first got together it was on the back of her sleeping with a random guy just to avoid getting together with me. So unreasonable as it sounds this is the third time she has ripped my heart out for someone else.
All I ever wanted was to feel wanted by her.
Yep definitely think throwing up is the way forward.
Both mid 30s, 2 young kids BD 7sep14 XW moved on long ago, now living with OM1 D paperwork in progress
