I'm sorry you're feeling depressed lately. Do you think it may be worth visiting your doc?
I went back to refresh my mind of your sitch....I couldn't find the details whether you're S and how old your kids are.
Have you been kind to yourself lately? Take some special "tuff-time"? I know it's difficult with kids and their schedules, but, I think it may do your PMA some good to find more GAL stuff.
Did you happen to see Eric's the star inside of you thread? If not, please check it out. It helps to keep many things in perspective. It helped me, anyway.
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