Maybell XIV

[Ahoy]

I miss those things, too, Maybell. But remember that this is just a moment -- that these feelings will pass. You're missing companionship, and that is normal. Even if your H did want to work on M, it likely wouldn't be back in that magical place you describe wanting above. Everyone feels lonely at different points during this process. You will get through this, and your life won't be like this forever, so don't despair. Try to identify at least three things that you are grateful for and happy about in your life today. Hugs!