You've said 2 very clear things, you want to be married and you want it to be to your H.

You can GAL, let go of the time line and see what happens or ...not.

If he has to get another job and a move is a part of that and you're not going to do that again them you have decisions to make.

But here's the big truth, even if he comes back and things work out, life is still life. Full of uncertainty and conflict and moves and illness and bills to pay and bad weather and kids with their own minds.

Your future is in your hands.

Me 57/H 58
M36 S 2.5yrs R 12/13

Let me give up the need to know why things happen as they do.
I will never know and constant wondering is constant suffering.
Caroline Myss